I just saw some pictures of myself on saturday’s party and I look huge :( I feel so sad, I was finally feeling like I was getting thin and now this. I dont know what to do anymore…I wanna cry so much :( I wanna cut…I wanna kill myself…. The worst thing is that my bf is having some issues himself and I wont let myself to bother him with my stuff… Awww I feel terrible, how could I think I was making some progress??? :( Im such a failure….I will never be pretty…









